Almost exactly what you've described in your blog. As the night progressed my neighbor buddies fell asleep. Guys for a year or so, then back to females. Sadly, I have cheated on my wife with different men. You're just on your path of hate using the Bible as a weapon. You both were so willing and brave and you really deserve to have a wonderful relationship. Luckily that is not so much the issue, and if you pay attention, and follow guidelines, you'll be ok.
I had my experiences of it being a contest to get as much as I could.
Some people connect again after years of being separated by life and find they're both single and it can work this time. Straight frat guys fuck each other for the first time. I'm in love with this story. Still loving cunts, there is still plenty of time and pleasure for cocks. When you don't plan things they usually turn out to be the best love stories! You just never know when and where it will happen.
At almost 11 I began asking Bret my brother 3 years for dick. Sexuality is not strickly black or white. Sean John, sorry to hear that. We began to each play with ourselves. When I said the floor was really hard for sleeping, he invited me to join him up on the fold out sofa bed he had, so I did. But the memories are great at least. You can think more and more into this continued fear, denial and procrastination but when you look around you, start listening, start reading, start analyzing and finally accept and come to terms with what you are experiencing, feeling, desiring and even craving, then and only then can you live your one and only life to its fullest.