Things finally got better when I was in my late twenties. Not really, he is just the same person he was the day before Christmas, when he last had the flu, at his last birthday, and at at the last Christmas. Everything from getting that "perfect marriage", having that "perfect career" Trust what you feel towards someone. Bisexuals can have a preference, and they can be attracted to nonbinary people too. I feel exactly the same as you.
If there are more than 50 members of yoru churcvh, I can guarantee that there are others in your church who are quietly hiding in fear and suffering because of this hate and bigotry.
I finally lost patience, and without even thinking, blurted out, "Oh for Chrissake. Let them go to the wind. I'm sure you are helping many that are not even commenting. These are Christians who love like Christ did rather than people who call themselves Christians who hate gays and lesbians like their insufferable, hate-spewing preachers tell them to.
Indeed, artist Richard Dodwell has recently published an anthology book, Not Herededicated to documenting queer loneliness in all its forms.